Estella E. Myers

AUNT ETELLA ,I miss you so much.I'm trying to take care of uncle bill,I hope you  are looking down trying to give me pointers in what to do .With  out you I'am soooo Lonley .I could talk to you about everything.But now you are no longer with us I don't  know If I can survive without you because you were my best friend always.Please help me get uncle bill though theese tough times.Look down and let me know if i am doing the right thing or not.This has been truely a hard day for me Aunt Estella.I miss you so much and I hope you  can hear me talking to you ,if so please come around and tell me.Did you love me like a daughter or a niece.I don't know I do Know I loved you like a mom ALL MY LIFE!You and Uncle BIll were always there for me.That i know in my heart.It can never be said that you and Uncle bill didn't care because you always cared for every one as if they were your own.And I love for that and I will never stop Loving you and und uncle Bill will you will always be in my heart. and my forever and my children and grandchildren.I am trying to be strong for all my children including my uncle bill. I don't want any body to see me like I am right now  want them to know me as a strong Person.I truely miss you not just today but always'love you forever  and ever in my heart.Love Linda

Dear Aunt Estells,

 How do I begin this? I am so sad and miss you so much. i will always miss you. I hope that you are looking down on me and the kids and are proud of us. We try to be good people and look towards the person that you were for our motivation. I know, this isn't really a memory but a conversation..One sided might I add. But its all I can do to keep myself from crying like a baby. Its my way of working through something that I knew one day I would have to but didn't really think it would be at least not this soon. We all debate over weither or not you were sick and didn't say anything or if you weren't sick and it was just you time, so on and so forth, and I have to tell you, I just don't know. I don't have the answers or the reasons, and i wish i did. i think we all wish we did. And i know that it wasn't asked or even implied that we look out for uncle bill, but i think he's doing ok. He seems a little lost and very sad but I think he's ok. I just wanted you to know that. I don't know why Im sure that you already do. So Im going to continue like a letter or conversation. The kids are ok. they are both sad in their own right, but they are ok. They remind me every other day how much they miss you. They loved you sooooo much its unreal how many people you touched. I hope that you were happy with all of your arrangements. uncle bill was very happy the the meal afterwards, kind in a cute funny way. He thought its what you would have ordered. I thinks thats very touching anyhow. And the priest . He was very good I though. Anyhow hope you liked everything. And i guess I'll check back in in a week or two.

Love Lori 

Dear Aunt Estella;

  Did you know I Loved you and how much I cared ?

  Did you realize how I treasured those moments that we shared ?

  Did the time move slowly for you when we were out of touch  ?

  I hope you knew I loved you so very very much.

  I know that I can not go back to good times of years ago

  But in my heart I love you still

  And I pray this you know.

  If you can look down from Heaven

  and see the Love within my heart

  then you know I shall Love you always

  even though we had to part.

 

  I Love you with all my heart, and some day I will see you again. You were the   

  Mother I never had, My best friend forever and ever.

 

  With gratefull and eternal Love

                   Linda

 

 

My Dearest Aunt Estella; When we first met more than 30 years ago you immediately opened your heart to me. You gave me a hug and a warm smile and I instantly felt a Love and inner warmth that few people are lucky enough to ever feel or share. You influenced me so greatly as I grew into the Man I am today. You brought Joy to everyone and seeing how you and Uncle Bill were ,really touched me in so many positive ways. I have strived to instill all of your virtues into my own Children and now my Grand Children. So you see you were more than just a Friend,you were also a Mother to more "Kids" than I can even count.You were a teacher of all that is good and proper and for everyone,there is no way to properly thank you other than to use these lessons of life and Love and pass them on to all. I have always had the utmost respect and admiration for you and miss you so much already that I feel my heart is breaking. I know that you are now looking down from Heaven above and will always be here for us and in this thought I find my only comfort. And until we meet again know that I will miss you and Love you forever and ever.                                   Love         Paul